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What’s the Hardest Thing to Write?

Lately, writing has been one of the things I forgot how to do. Trying to come up with something, even just a word, has become such a tedious task that I just stopped trying.

Did I exhaust all the words inside me? It was frustrating, to say the least.

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A Year After

This time last year, it was raining while the dancing lights kept ablaze. And with cold fingers, I let the breeze seeped in. Since then, winter lives on in me. The snow burns, but it keeps me going; The heart bleeds, but it keeps on beating.  The emerald against the blue tapestry. I will remember. 잘했어 정현아 ~~ Continue reading A Year After

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Book Review | The Longest Night

You can’t always be somebody’s ‘forever’.
Sometimes you’re just their ‘summer’ or their ‘little while’ …
Sometimes not even that.
Sometimes the closest you’ll get is their ‘almost’ or their ‘maybe’.
And when they leave, the best you can hope for is to be their ‘what if’ or ‘remember when’ …
Because you can’t always be somebody’s ‘forever’ …
even if they were yours.

—The Saddest Truth of All Continue reading Book Review | The Longest Night

I was too busy breathing underwater; I forgot about you

I welcomed the month admiring the beauty that is the moon in its full waning gibbous glory.  I was with my high school friends, strolling on a highway. It was nostalgic; it was youthful.

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Maybe This Is What It Means To Bleed Words

For the past two weeks, I thought I was doing okay. I thought I was getting better. I take a bath. I write. I’m building up my blog through social media. I eat properly. I keep learning how to do cupcakes. I’ve been doodling. I actually applied for a job that is not online. But, since March started, I feel like I took more step backwards than I did forward.

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#TWLOHA : STAY | WORLD SUICIDE PREVENTION DAY

 

It’s World Suicide Prevention Day and I wrote something for you. This is not to trigger anyone. This is to spread awareness. This is my bleeding heart but hopeful soul. Please stay clean with me.

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