2019 wrapped

2019 wrapped in photos

I also want to share what I realised this year, there is more to it than failing; than deeming yourself as a failure. When you feel like you are at the lowest of the lows, every breakdown will feel like the end of the world. But it is not. Breakdowns, I think, force you to stop, rest for awhile and rethink what you are doing. But getting up? It is harder than the fall itself. Maybe that is why it's called breakthrough: you have to break yourself over and over again before you can build a stronger foundation within. We always always just gets stronger in the process. Do not be afraid to cry, breakdown, surrender to your emotions. It is needed for you to be able to let go, and then go on. We can't live with our traumas forever.

life, loss, and the things I have learned at 26

You can still build good moments in places where bad memories took place.

self expression through arts

how do you express yourself?

How about you? How do you express yourself?

hard on yourself

are you too hard on yourself?

If being hard on ourselves mean we just want to be the best version that we possibly can, then be it.

blogging

an email – a reminder to blog?

I just mentioned on my previous post that I lost the will to blog, but I got an email about my current plan. This year is my 5th year blogging (not that I've been doing it consistently the first 3 years). I asked myself if it is still worth it to renew. Will I lose … Continue reading an email – a reminder to blog?

What Do You Do When You Lose the Will to Blog?

Before, I really make time for this. No excuses. I will write anything, but maybe that’s when I lost it. I just write, without a purpose. I just write to release. While that is a purpose in itself, it only benefits me. It is different reaching out to people and have your words make its impact, touching other’s heartstrings. I lost that magic, I believe. So maybe—just maybe—I am discouraged? I want my writings to be useful if you know what I mean.

how to write a story

How Writing Stories Changed Me as a Reader

Stories are never my forte. I still believe poetry and blogging are what I’m best at. In poems, I don’t have to build characters and plot—I just follow my heart. In blogging, I just casually talk to you—like writing in a diary. Creating an entire world of your own, characters, settings, main and side stories, well, it’s SO hard.

word of the year

Word of the Year + why I don’t like to write poems anymore

I chose the word to remind myself that I have a control over my brain instead of the other way around.