A Year After

This time last year, it was raining while the dancing lights kept ablaze. And with cold fingers, I let the breeze seeped in. Since then, winter lives on in me. The snow burns, but it keeps me going; The heart bleeds, but it keeps on beating.  The emerald against the blue tapestry. I will remember. … Continue reading A Year After

Tonight, I Tried to Let You Go

It's been a month. You are the wound that will never heal. I don't want you to be a scar, anyway. I don't want you to be just a mark; a distant memory of the past. So let me bleed forever. You should not worry, though. I will use each droplet of blood to write words—phrases that hopefully will shed light to the ones who badly need it right now. You give me strength to keep going. Thank you, Jjong. I hope this reach you. I love you so much. You did so well. I hope you are happy now wherever you are. Please shine brighter. I will always look for you in the ocean of stars. Be the brightest.

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You Don’t Question Suicide, Please Shut Up

I was contemplating about posting. It might trigger. It might not send the message I really want to convey. But, I really want to speak up. These are my words. PLEASE LISTEN. WAKE UP. DEPRESSION SHOULDN’T BE TAKEN LIGHTLY. YOUR IGNORANCE WON’T HELP SAVE A LIFE. PLEASE LISTEN AND TRY TO UNDERSTAND. THIS IS REALITY. PLEASE LISTEN AND ALWAYS BE THERE FOR PEOPLE.