“When the water has run dry, sit and watch for the rising clouds.” - Wang Wei’s poem Zhongnan Mountain Retreat
I suggest you watch the series though before you read this, if you're ever planning to. Just so you won't get lost with the characters and so you can understand more what they've been through. You can still read it if you're curious but it may spoil the whole thing for you.
"No one remembers me there and no one in this world knows what I went through."
"Who will love you when you're that ashamed of yourself?"