She would miss you on the rainy days of chaos and comfort or even the days when the waves were calm and the horizon was clear. Continue reading To the Sibling She Never Met
I’ll never forget this day […]
No matter what the future holds
Something can be beautiful because there is something horrible. Life can be tough or it can be good. If you can accept that those hard times are part of beautiful moments in life, you can truly understand Hwa Yang Yeon Hwa.
Hi, friends ~
It’s been a while. I’m not really in my best state right now and I’d hate to send you the vibe but I really have to write it down, this blog being my outlet and all. Please bear with me just this once.
This has been on my drafts since I saw it from The Katalogue. Hi, KAT! I don’t know if you read my blog but I read yours 😅
I’m used to seeing questions like “If you’re going to die tomorrow, what would you do now?” That seems unrealistic to me. We sure can die tomorrow but knowing it will be the next day? Unless you’re Will Traynor. (OKAY, NOW I’M SAD)
Three months to live. That seems more likely. I don’t know. I just kept thinking about it. It feels like it’s enough time to fix things; to wrap your mind around it.
It is so hard to see the reason when you are in your lowest point. It is so hard to think when you don’t even want to; when you just want to shut the world out and just let this irrevocable sadness eat you whole. It is so hard to listen when there is nothing but silence. It is so hard to believe when you are so scared.
As I go to work everyday and I bid a good-bye to my parents and younger brother, I also say a prayer in my head: “Please.. Not today.. Please, don’t let it be the last time I’m gonna see them..” Because you’ll never know. You may go home one day and they’re gone.. Forever. And I just can’t bear the thought..Sure, we’ll all end up … Continue reading NOT TODAY
We always look forward to the future. Of course, you can’t look forward to something that has already happened in the past or right this very moment. But because of too much focus for it, the present gets obscure. We forget to enjoy every single second of today. Future. Future. Future. Death is faster. You’ll never know when you’ll have the last taste of oxygen, Continue reading DEATH