I’m watching your light
I’ll wait for you no matter where
she dwells above the cloudbanks
each mass forms heavy raindrops
she grows sunflowers with her tears
until there’s a whole garden of fears
She is never quite sure
of the road she’s taking
but “it’s okay”, she told herself
“no one is anyway”
I will take your anxiety away
I will tuck you in at night—
and wish you a sound sound slumber.
I will take the dark clouds away
to draw sunshine above your head—
and paint spring into your sad sad soul.
behind the door is an empty room,
stands a shadow with a beating heart—
a forlorn soul where flowers don’t bloom;
a debris of fiasco and chaff art.
I sail into the chaos of emotions,
into the waves of my own thoughts.
I row to the embrace of the cold sea;
letting its crisp to consume me.
I am a shipwreck—
sinking, drowning in this cruel ocean