I will travel with you towards the ocean—when both the waves and the sunset are calling as over.
But never, not even once, did I feel good about my body.
I know, I body shamed myself.
All I have for you is apathy. You know how people say that hate is the opposite of love? It’s not. Love is when you feel everything all at once. Apathy is when you don’t feel anything—at all. I don’t feel for you.
It’s too late. I hope it wasn’t too late. I hope you talked to someone. I hope you sought for help. I don’t know what you have gone through. I just hope you guide and give strength to everyone you left behind. You may not have had a strong heart but I believe you got a big heart. You probably gave your all to others that you emptied yourself.
It is so hard to see the reason when you are in your lowest point. It is so hard to think when you don’t even want to; when you just want to shut the world out and just let this irrevocable sadness eat you whole. It is so hard to listen when there is nothing [...]
It feels like I haven't posted here in ages, though it's just been 5 days since my last. I really feel like lacking of sense with blogging. So, to make it up to you. I'll post here the article I submitted to Thought Catalog. Yes, I always write. Some are just not "blog-worthy", I guess. THIS [...]
Did he tell you? We broke up because he no longer loves me like he did before. Yes, he said that. Can you call it love if it fades? I know how it felt like. 6 years ago I broke up with someone because I wanted to focus on college. My excitement for a new [...]
I didn’t see it coming. At 21, I have all my life planned out. I thought I got everything figured out. Then, you entered the picture. There was just too much sadness in your eyes. I guess that was what made me so drawn in you. I got so obsessed in fixing you that I [...]
I have stayed for so long because I couldn't bear the fact of leaving you behind. After picking up your broken pieces, I couldn't let you shatter again. I don't want to see another tear to stream down your face and I don't want to hear any more sob. You don't know how much it [...]