I just mentioned on my previous post that I lost the will to blog, but I got an email about my current plan. This year is my 5th year blogging (not that I’ve been doing it consistently the first 3 years). I asked myself if it is still worth it to renew. Will I lose all my contents here if I don’t? Can I really … Continue reading an email – a reminder to blog?
Before, I really make time for this. No excuses. I will write anything, but maybe that’s when I lost it. I just write, without a purpose. I just write to release. While that is a purpose in itself, it only benefits me. It is different reaching out to people and have your words make its impact, touching other’s heartstrings. I lost that magic, I believe. So maybe—just maybe—I am discouraged? I want my writings to be useful if you know what I mean. Continue reading What Do You Do When You Lose the Will to Blog?
It is also when the thought of co-creating comes to mind. I believe in Amor Fati so much—the things we can control and the things we can’t. We co-create this life we have. Sure, there’s ‘God-will’ but also free will. Nothing is absolute. Continue reading Astrology: A Tool Not a Belief System
Stories are never my forte. I still believe poetry and blogging are what I’m best at. In poems, I don’t have to build characters and plot—I just follow my heart. In blogging, I just casually talk to you—like writing in a diary. Creating an entire world of your own, characters, settings, main and side stories, well, it’s SO hard. Continue reading How Writing Stories Changed Me as a Reader
I chose the word to remind myself that I have a control over my brain instead of the other way around. Continue reading Word of the Year + why I don’t like to write poems anymore
i’m back to blue side Continue reading Outro: Crack | my thoughts in its rawest form
Why do we cry alone? Why don’t we reach out when we’re sad and then wonder why we feel lonely? Why do we deny ourselves of comfort and companion and wonder why we are never in a deep relationship with people—soul to soul? Continue reading Blogmas #2: Why?
Perhaps, that’s what changed. It is not the color, but the season. It feels nice to have a little bit of yellow again, though. I just don’t feel too bright anymore. Continue reading Yellow Shirt