Author: vienna

What Do You Do When You Lose the Will to Blog?

What Do You Do When You Lose the Will to Blog?

Before, I really make time for this. No excuses. I will write anything, but maybe that’s when I lost it. I just write, without a purpose. I just write to release. While that is a purpose in itself, it only benefits me. It is different reaching out to people and have your words make its impact, touching other’s heartstrings. I lost that magic, I believe. So maybe—just maybe—I am discouraged? I want my writings to be useful if you know what I mean.

Astrology: A Tool Not a Belief System

Astrology: A Tool Not a Belief System

It is also when the thought of co-creating comes to mind. I believe in Amor Fati so much—the things we can control and the things we can’t. We co-create this life we have. Sure, there’s ‘God-will’ but also free will. Nothing is absolute.

How Writing Stories Changed Me as a Reader

How Writing Stories Changed Me as a Reader

Stories are never my forte. I still believe poetry and blogging are what I’m best at. In poems, I don’t have to build characters and plot—I just follow my heart. In blogging, I just casually talk to you—like writing in a diary. Creating an entire world of your own, characters, settings, main and side stories, well, it’s SO hard.

Word of the Year + why I don’t like to write poems anymore

Word of the Year + why I don’t like to write poems anymore

I chose the word to remind myself that I have a control over my brain instead of the other way around.

2018: The Year of Self-Sabotage and Self-Love

2018: The Year of Self-Sabotage and Self-Love

2017 was so eventful; all the changes that happened were in the form of destruction. Still, it brought lessons. 2018 is also eventful but in a completely different way. All changes that are happening now are focused on rebuilding the life I want.

Book Review | Essence of an Age

Book Review | Essence of an Age

"Her touch silences the storms rattling my ribcage, as if she, too, could walk on the tide that rises in my stomach."

Outro: Crack | my thoughts in its rawest form

Outro: Crack | my thoughts in its rawest form

i'm back to blue side

A Year After

This time last year, it was raining while the dancing lights kept ablaze. And with cold fingers, I let the breeze seeped in. Since then, winter lives on in me. The snow burns, but it keeps me going; The heart bleeds, but it keeps on beating.  The emerald against the blue tapestry. I will remember. … Continue reading A Year After