I still don’t know what I’m supposed to feel, what I’m supposed to hang onto or get rid of. I don’t completely know but I’ll keep trying to look inside myself and tell you about them.

I’ve been thinking a lot about feeling lost. I even posted a poem about a lost soul. I even asked Melanie and Junice about it. That is us, by the way. We always think of things too deep. When one will say, “I want to run away”. Someone will answer: “run away from what? Run to where?” Then the other will be “I want freedom. (sigh)” What is freedom, anyway? Of course, we are not definite of the answers.

That quote I used was from Namjoon’s post in fancafe. If you are reading through my blogs, you’d notice how much I am always moved by his words. I can feel that he can understand me so well. I love how he’s too honest of his sentiments. I love how he shares it to us. You never walk alone, right?

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The moment it was posted, I asked my two lovelies if they think Namjoon feels lost. Days before this, we have agreed not to consider ourselves as lost. I’ve asked them if are we really lost? How can you say that you are lost? What makes us think that we are lost? Here’s my convo with Ju about it:

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I also asked Mel to track down our conversation. HAHAHA! Thank you for this screenshot:

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So, are you lost? I hope not. I hope you have these destinations in mind. Life is a journey after all. As long as you are trying to live it, you are on your way. We’re on our way. I hope we all get there happy. ☀️

Let me know your thoughts! It feels nice sharing these conversations with you.

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You know what will make me happier? If you can buy me a coffee ~ 😆

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Posted by:vienna noreen

vienna is a highly caffeinated writer who aspires to make a difference through her words; if she's not writing, she's probably reading books and fangirling over Bangtan.

2 replies on “What Makes You Think You’re Lost?

  1. I feel like when you write these posts/tweets, I want to hug you and say “hoy stop overthinking”. I honestly don’t know what you’re going through or what exactly you’re feeling BUT remember that sometimes there are things out of our control (our emotions included) sometimes we just have to feel/experience it. If we let ourselves be consumed by it, next thing we know, our lives have passed us by.

    “Perhaps letting go of control is the best way to regain total control.” -The Minimalists (https://www.theminimalists.com/control/)

    Have a great day! ❤

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    1. Hehehehe thank you, ate. Believe me though I’ve never been better. I’m letting it consume me so I can always let go of it after. I break down and I get up. I’m actually living now. I have friends who actually feel and think the same way so I’m grateful. I also go for consultations. I am told to practice my breathing and to get more sleep. I’m trying 🙂 I have read that already when you mentioned about the podcast! I even sent it to friends. Hahaha! It reminded me of Mitch Albom’s approach in detachment. Desensitization.

      I really appreciate the everyday comment 😭😭 Thank youuuuuu 💙💙 Let’s make this day good!

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